If it is to be, it is up to me!

Nate told me about this tonight and I have been going through a bit of a rough time lately. I need to remember that no one is going to do me like me and I have to be my own best cheerleader and say " If is is to be, it is up to me!!! Fa Sho and yous a pimp I neva deny you dat.

over and out

This is only the second day of this week yet it feels as if I have been working at it of at least a month. I felt so fucked up starting Sunday night after realizing that my sister was in the middle of having a real bad falling out with her best friend. Now that would not be cause for alarm if my sister was not relying on her for a roof. So yeah my ( Read more... )

How do you know when you are fat? When your gut is bigger then you butt, got to run, got to do some crunches, got to loose that gut.

This is going to be my theme song until I loose my gut. It giggles and makes me look three to four months pregnant. Seeing is how I am not a pregnant woman, this gut is a definite problem.

over and out.

I need to be a better student so I am cutting out some stuff like TV and Freaky Deakys for a while. After doing PISS POOR on my mechanics test yesterday I feel a change is in order. Because I am way too smart to be getting the type of grades that I have. So, it looks like I will be venting on LJ a lot more. There are you happy ADRIENNE I am writing ( Read more... )

The dungeon is my second home. It is the library's basement. I might as well have a bed down here because I am here all the time. The dungeon is a big study hall of sorts. It has computers and side rooms it you need a white board. It is not a bad place to study, I am just in this place way too much. Plus I get not signal down here so I cannot call ( Read more... )

This semester feels better because I am taking less classes. And I have a new bed that my girlfriend is convinced that she is going to take from me because mine feel better then hers. I think I have found my optimum operating limit and so far I am doing better this semester. The last one was shit, I did not learn as much as I should have and I fest ( Read more... )

I am DRUNK right now. A little tipsy, a little tosted alieethso nsnsn. Well that did not make any sense but I could not drive a car so friends dont let friends screw the girl who has the keys to the house because she has crabs. And they dont let them drive drunk as well. This has to be one of the most ass backwards updates I have ever made and my ( Read more... )

The Summer Bridge program is a program that helps high school students adjusts to college life. I have been involved with this program in one form or another for the past five years. I started off as a student in the program, and then became a math tutor for a couple of years then an RA. Now I am the hall coordinator for this program and basically ( Read more... )

The end of this semester is near and I am glad. I was kind of depressed about me grades but now I just want it to be over. All I can do is keep fighting and do the best I can. That or say fuck it and get drunk! I will probably do both, just not at the same time.

over and out

I hate this semester. My grades are shit, my study habits are shit and my mood about school is shit. That being said there are good things in my life. I am in good health. I have a car now so that is kick ass. And last be definitely not least no more anti hijos for me and my woman :)

Well I have to go so. . .

over and out