Everything Will Be Wonderful Someday

[pinacoladaprncs]

Today made me think, a lot. It seems like that's all I ever do anymore. I think about my parents past, and my past, their future, and my own future. I think about my life, and where I've been, where I am, and where I am going. It's all one big blur. I feel like I'm not even the one living my life anymore. I feel like someone else is living it for

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[xgreyeyedgirlx]

you're not just pms-ing. ive noticed it too. it's like youve hidden yourself away somewhere and this other person is living your life. you know that no matter what ill always be here for you, whether you want me to or not. i think you need to go buy about 5 tubs of cookie dough ice cream, just in case you see nicole.. you'll have something to bribe her to come back with. i love you.
xo*

[pinacoladaprncs]

i have ice cream, and it's not working. i don't know what's wrong or how to fix it, but it's here and it won't go away. i know you're here, it's just hard to talk about something that i don't even really know that much about...? thanks for everything, i love you too

[bklynb9]

i agree with kristi.
and also..i know when your upset you dont feel like talking to anyone cause sometimes you dont want other people to know how you feel..i completely understand. but please let us know whats going on..we will definitely listen and help in any way we can!
we love you..hang in there!

[pinacoladaprncs]

i guess this is my way of telling you guys, through my lj, which is sad but yeah. like i said with kris, it's just hard to talk about when you're not even sure how you feel or anything. but i will talk to you guys, and thanks for listening. love you guys!

[socogrl]

nicole lets jsut go shopping...that cure all..haha that sounds like something they wud say on the OC...lol. But i like to listen too so u talk, ill listen. deal

[pinacoladaprncs]

shopping does cure all. i agree. sounds like a plan to me. thanks g.