How was I ever like i was last year this time?

[pinballwizard01]

I am an asshole. Little do I know, I try hard to be a good person, but though I've always felt like I'm a good person, I'm not

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[angryxdrunk69]

Neuner shut up. your not an asshole.
and anyone who has a problem with ska can come up to me and say it.
kus i dont give a shit, ska will kick your musics ass any day ♥

ps.
you dont have to try hard to be cool.
you just are

[sheifets]

"but the majority of people who are happy aren't quiet either.''

what can i say, other than 'no'? danny, i don't know you, but i like you, from your livejournals, and from my extra-sensory-genius-mental-powers of perception. I have to question if you are happy, or if you get what happiness is, if you equate it with non-quietness, er, with excitement.
Making noise is just imposing yourself on the world. it can be good, it can be a rockin fuckin party. But are you any better for it? If anything you lose something. I dunno, i am just feeling like a buttface sadface right now. but i stand by the fact that that statement disturbs me. greatly. Maybe i just want to believe that happiness is noiseless, because i am happy and noiseless, but i don't think so.

[pinballwizard01]

i always wanted to believe that, but really i feel like the only people that ever seem happy are the ones that interact with their environments and, even if they are not trying to, they express emotion in an unquiet manner. I know that I've felt happy when i was quiet (like through meditations or just relaxation), and you are right when i've felt totally miserable I've tried to feel better by being excited. But I'm not trying to talk about excitement, I'm talking about personality wise teh happiest people will geniunely have an energetic and seemingly unquiet manner. I think my wording was wrong, and hope this makes any sense.

[sheifets]

mk, that's more of a valid point, i guess, than what i was thinking you meant. But i'd still like to disagree. I won't take it any farther though :-)

[sheifets]

oh, and stop by my house tonight if you can. 1017 dell drive. Biznanca's birthday. at my house. + fun, - parents.

[sailor_rice]

haha awh thanks! sadly i cut my mohawk off about two weeks ago. (lameeeee) i miss it!
buttt i am growing out a bi-hawk with a chelsea
and im probably only going to wait another month until i get it

And i hear youre playing at my friend elysse's cancer benefit show.
SWEET.

well later
- Rice

[sailor_rice]

And I didn't read your post until now. And I completely agree with you about how ska is happy. Everyone takes one look at me and goes "oh she listens to punk". but i listen to more ska than punk and it will probably always be that way.

Skaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

[pinballwizard01]

awesomeness...hope to see you at the show on the 10th... (i might be the only horn playing though)

Dude i knew from day one you were more into ska than punk cause I've never seen a mowhawk with that cool color combination and it only meant one thing...ska!