It has occurred to me recently just how long it's been since I've posted in this blog... I've been using the shitty one provided by myspace.com (TOM, FIX THAT THING, IT SUCKS) and not really enjoying it enough to post regularly... You can't really do ANY customization on that thing at all. It's just AWFUL ( Read more... )

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So i'm sitting here at my mom's house right now... not really doing much. it's always weird coming here. i can't call it "coming home". she says it's not my home... not very nice. oh well ( Read more... )

um... okay.... so what, exactly, is this supposed to mean? i haven't a bloody clue what it's talking about...

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I've been in a state of perpetual stress for several days now... To break up with him, or not to break up with him, that is the question. I don't believe our relationship will survive a 1500 mile physical separation, but I also don't think he'll really care. I feel like a ghost in the background of his life, someone whose existence he is aware of, ( Read more... )

Deadjournal almost got me thrown in jail--twice. My parents and the pigs won't look here. They're not that smart... Okay... My MOM is that smart, but my dad's too busy rubbing his face in his fat wife's ass too care, so I'm safe--for the time being anyway ( Read more... )

i'm officially alone, folks... i'm going to stay alone. i don't want to date again. i've no interest in it... when i find what i want, i go after it passionately, struggle to keep it, and make sure that i don't lose it... i didn't entire lose him... i kinda gave him away... i know he feels the need to see what else is out there, to "test the waters ( Read more... )

maybe you could explain to me what's going on... Justin's being really nice to me, Lorin's being an asshole... I'm confused... I helped him write his resume the other day cause he needs a job really badly, as I'm sure you know... I call him today--at my mom's request--to see if he can give me a ride home from my psych appt... He gets all pissy with ( Read more... )