"and for the record, missing someone you know will never, ever come back to you is a complete waste of everything."

-m.c.c. co-founder

i'm in that state of life where i can't rememeber if what happened really occured, or if i just dreamed it. my days are spent half awake and half in a dream. apparently less then three hours of sleep a night can do that to you. i'm just waiting for everything to come crashing down again. and by everything i mean my health ( Read more... )

i wish i was dead.
i feel like i am.
why can't i die.
or just sleep forever,
like sleeping beauty.

i wish i was sleeping beauty.

it's six in the morning and i haven't gone to be yet. i feel like i'm high on something keeping me awake, yet there's nothing in my body. the sun's coming up and i feel really strange that i'm awake to see the sun come up ( Read more... )

well, i had the worst christmas in seventeen years. at least i ate good food. i will buy myself happiness, and use up my giftcards, that way i will get what i want for christmas. i can be thankful that i don't have to work on christmas, like the kids at the movie theatre, because no one would eat pizza today. hopefully there will be good degrassi ( Read more... )

It seems kinda silly to be saying this after being in Texas for so long, but it also kinda sucks that the person I know I can call any hour of the day, to talk to forever, who knows me and I know them, and will love me unconditionally lives four hours away ( Read more... )

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Today I danced from 9-4, worked from 5-11:30, and you know what makes it all worth it?

Being able to have read the first page in Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince by 12:45 the night it came out.

Tonight will be a long night.

drama suuucks.

this is why i was ready to leave school.

people are stupid, and so is drama.

leave it for the o.c.

i need a job.

(Is he as cute as you are ( Read more... )