The subject of dreams

[pineapple_sour]

I am all blah and depressed. Curled up on the couch and cried after work. Then I got moving and I baked some sourdough and banana bread. Both came out a bit too dark. Now I have a glass of wine, have returned to the couch, and I am trying to lift my spirits

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[chibisilverwing]

You're probably just feeling like you don't have a lot of control in your life over all the bad things that are happening, which is like a tornado (a natural disaster you have no control over), or being overpowered by your bad thoughts (a fear of losing control of your own body), or like how you feel as a kid when you have nightmares (no easy solution to make the bad things leave you alone). I think that makes sense.

Might I suggest doing a few selfish things, even if it has to be a couple of bad choices, like having an extra glass of wine before you go to sleep for work the next day, even if it gives you a headache in the morning, just to prove to yourself that you ARE in control on some of your life. Might help? Not sure.