Addiction

[pineapplelove9]

So I've come to realize that I can't seem to live life without an addiction. Be it binge/purge, sex, a person, gum, cigarettes, a ritual, I can't seem to get by without some sort of dependency. Addictive personality tendencies are difficult to overcome, however I don't think wasting energy trying to overcome is the right route to go. Instead, I

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[ohsweetinsanity]

reading this really hit home. ive got an addictive personality as well. i cant seem to find a positive addiction. ive gone from alcohol, ecstasy, weed, anorexia, binging and purging, exercising, laxatives, gum, cigarettes.. i wish i had some sort of helpful comment to leave. im sorry that i dont.
i hope you find a healthy addiction though. i know how bad it sucks to move from one bad addiction to the next.

take care. i cant wait to read your post about the boy tomorrow!

[pineapplelove9]

Sweetie, it's helpful just to know that someone empathizes. Perhaps we can both be addicted to awesome! Lol.

[ohsweetinsanity]

your post was really helpful for me. it made me think about a few things, and realized that i really do go from one thing to the next. but it's never something positive. BUT WHY!?! ugh. i'm trying to find other things to focus on, and i'm working on the guitar and have been studying for math. but i feel guilty. it's almost like i want to drive myself into the ground. which it totally stupid.
WE SHOULD BOTH BECOME ADDICTED TO AWESOME. especially since you're already awesome in the first place! <3