So I had a pretty good day off. Started it off by going bowling with Cade. We played two games. The first one I didnt do so awesome, he got like 170...but that was totally because I let him win :) Then on the next game it looked like I was going to suck again but I ended up with a 130. That is my highest score EVER! Maybe he was my good luck charm ( Read more... )

so it went well yesterday :) we went and saw the new x-men movie, which was actually pretty entertaining and then we went back to his place and watched snl for a bit. he ended up having to pick a friend up from a party so we had to cut our evening short, but that was okies cause i was pretty tired anyways. today i woke up and just did some ( Read more... )

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so ive returned from outdoor ed. we left EARLY wednesday morning got down to millersylvania round 10. we took a quick tour of the park, it was really very beautiful. so then we walked down to meet the kids and thats when it started to pour. so here we all are standing in the pouring down rain waiting for two bus loads of excited hyper children. so ( Read more... )

and it certainly does. no matter how much im missing jon i seem to make it through the day and each day it gets a little better. so saturday night an old friend from high school called me. well he isnt exactly a friend, he was more like an acquaintance in high school but i saw him last week and he asked for my number and i gave it to him. so ( Read more... )

so after having a disaster of phone call with him on thursday ive decided that i need to let him go and really start moving on. its going to be hard but i told him that i wont contact him again and that the ball is now in his court. so friday i took the day off work. i took grandpa down to the senior center for their lunch so that he could meet ( Read more... )

so i had this dream last night, i dont really remember it all just the feelings that i had. it felt so real, so comforting and when i woke up i had to remember all over again that it was just a dream... all i want to do this morning is call him. it is so extremely hard not to pick up the phone and tell him how much i miss him, but im not going to ( Read more... )

so i actually did something today, it was amazing! ive enjoyed the laziness the past couple of days, but today i wanted to get out and see people. i started off the day by heading into seattle. i had a quick dr. appt and then i met katie at starbucks. we sat and talked for a looong time and it was really nice. even saw david too! so after we had ( Read more... )

so after a very loong drive yesterday i got home last night. with moms help i carried everything in from the car, but waited to do most of the unpacking until today. i mean after packing my whole dorm room up yesterday i was just too tired to undo it all! anyways so after a restless nights sleep (i already miss my bed at school) i got up this ( Read more... )

14. When you argue and fight with them, but still cant get them out of your mind ( Read more... )