It's weird because today was spent in a complete daze of numb disbelief. Today all I kept on saying was no, my mom didn't die it's just some sick twisted joke, or I will wake up really really soon from this terrible nightmare. I really really wished that I was dreaming... i prayed that I was dreaming. When is it ok to laugh without feeling guilty
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i can't begin to express to you how very sorry I am for your loss and for your families loss. I know your mom had been sick for a very long time and it was very ahrd for you 2 deal with- considering you are just a child and it is very scarry to see the one you love sick and in the hospital. dont ever feel guilty for that- becuase you know deep down inside you mother knew you loved her so much- and i'm very sure she understood your pain. She will see those things happen- her spirit will always live within you forever and always- just her body wont be here.
If you need anyhting dont hesitate to ask
<3 Natalie
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