If you're so smart, EXPLAIN THIS CLARISSA.
Basics:
Name: Amber
Age: 16
Sex: Feeeeemmaallee
Location: cleveland, ohio
Grade(If not in one, tell us): 11th
Favorites:
List 5 Movies:
1) Igby Goes Down
2) Rocky Horror Picture Show
3) Hedwig And The Angry Inch
4) Homeroom
5) The Nightmare Before Christmas
List 5 TV shows:
1) Friends
2) Degrassi
3) Just Shoot Me
4) That 70's Show
5) Emergency Vets
List 5 Books:
1) Lisa: Bright & Dark
2) Wasted: A Memoir of Anorexia and Bulimia
3) Bruises
4) Night
5) I Never Promised You a Rose Garden
List 10 songs:
1) Zug Izland - Saved
2) Type O Negative - I don't Wanna Be Me
3) Silverchair - Tomorrow
4) Nothingface - Ether
5) Dope - Rebel Yell
6) Mushroomhead - Never Let It Go
7) Tsunami Bomb - Say It If You Mean it
8) Bikini Kill - I Like Fucking
9) Jack Off Jill - Author Unknown
10) Scarling - Creep
List 7 Musical Groups:
1) Jack Off Jill
2) MSI
3) Nothingface
4) Placebo
5) Lollipop Lust Kill
6) Le Tigre
7) Dope
Questions:
Which means more; personality or looks? Both lewzers but if they don't look good ain't gettin no ass frum meh.
What are your hobbies and interests? I collect mickey mouse and carebears. I also collect nightmare before christmas things and blankies&pillows.
What do you think your greatest moment in life was? Actually, I believe I'm going through it now. I mean my opinion on what my greatest moment will always change but what I'm going through now is such a big thing that I didn't think I'd ever go through, the end is proving so wonderful but there's still some working on things. If you want something to be good in the end it's gotta be a bumpy road there, and I feel like this is it. I've gone through alot and pulled through alot these past couple of months and i think that right there is my greatest moment. When I realized hey, I can do this!
Who is your role model? My role model? I don't look up to anyone. I can sit here for hours trying to think of someone who'd I'd like to look up to but I can't think of anyone. I just want to live my life doing what I want and being happy. I set my own examples, and I try not to let others influence everything I do.
Everybody has to have goals for themselves in life, what are a few of your goals? My goals are simple and unrealistic. To the point really, not simple. I want to be Psychiatrist as my big dream goal. I would love that, but it's not the easiest thing to achieve, and I'm a procastinator. I don't ever see it happening but I could always try. I also want to own a no kill animal shelter/&or petshop. I also love doing animal shows with my old teacher, and if I keep up the good work, I could become partner or even be a rival animal show-ist :) But really all I want in life is to be happy and that's my goal. I'd love just being a stay at home mom :)
If I handed you a million dollars right now, what would you do with it and why? Honestly, I'm very materialistic. I'd most likely buy all the clothes I can get, get my new cell phone, buy my jack skellington doll, and then I'd put the rest away. Not for college though like everyone says (way to go to work towards my goal right?) but like I said, I just want a a family and to be happy. If I put the rest away, I could always have that to fall back on if my husband or I fall out with bills, or around christmas time.
Appearance-wise; what is your best feature and your worst? I think my best feature are my eyes. I like them they're two different colors and when I gunk them up with black, they look really neat. And my worse feature is most definately my arms. I hate them.
What is your opinion on religion? My boyfriend is religious, considering the things he does or listens to most wouldn't think that, but he is religious none the less. He gets upset when you use gods name in vain. He doesn't go to church, and he's not obsessive about it, but he still believes in something. I wish I could believe in something as well. I know we're not the only beings around. There is a greater power. and I do believe in fate so to a sense I believe that someone is around making a plan of what we will do in life. But I don't believe s/he's god and I don't believe they created us. I believe in evolution, and I also don't believe this greater power lives up higher then us in the clouds, and I don't believe we have to dedicate our life to this greater power.
How do you feel about war? I know how this community works, and most people will probably disagree with me on this but please step out of your shoes for a second and think with an open mind. Sometimes, wars are justified. If a war is justified it must be fought until someone wins. Everyone says they're against war but what if Russia for some reason declared war on the United States? What would all you anti-war people do? Say to ignore it and not protect our country? True in a way I believe that the war we are in now is unjustified but that was our presidents decision. He has to finish this war, even if it was unjustified. But sometimes wars are something that have to be done. There is no getting around it, that's like saying we can live with one person all our life and not have conflict with them or fights. People fight, countries will fight. It's inevitable.
Describe your position on gay marriages. My dad made a valid point. If the same sex were aloud to marry, and get all the same benifits as a married couple (different sex) then you know how many screwed up people will go and get married and cheat the government and take our money? My dad believes in joining, but I believe that they should be aloud to marry. I believe they should get the same benifits, I just think that it should be a little more precautioned. I'm really for it, one of my best friends is gay. I love him to death, and I always have and will. He knows so much about me, and I know everything about him. He's gone through alot and pulled through and I'm very proud of him. I love knowing that people can be happy and live life regularly and be open about their sexuality like he can. And thats how I want it to be for everybody. Even females.
Who took the ram from the ramalamadingdong? Le Tigre <3
How do you feel about Abortion? Honestly, I don't know. I feel to an extent it should be the womans right, but then I feel that they shouldn't have the right to kill a living thing. I suppose I'm pro-choice. Depending on the circumstances is really the decision of what you are. I mean if I were to go have unprotected sex and get pregnant that would be my fault and I shouldn't even have the option of an abortion. But if I did and I had complications to where the baby could kill me it should. Do you see what I'm saying? You have to think about everything before you make a decision.
Best piece of advice you've ever given. "Either do something about it or move on." I have two friends, or should I say had. I lost one over this, stupid right? But anyways. My best friend Kendra, I love her to death. She's in love with my cousin Kyle. And then my ex friend Devon (who belonged to this community too!) he was in love with Kendra. Kendra had feelings, but he never did anything about it. He just sat around and complained, I told him if he never tried, he would never know. I told him he couldn't sit around and use words on the internet and use that as an excuse for trying, because it wasn't. i told him he didn't show no real effort, and he didn't. Then when my cousin Kyle realized he was in love with Kendra as well, it was too late for Devon. Kendra's eyes were completely fixated on Kyle. He didn't do anything, now he has to move on.
Explain "love". Love is unexplainable. It's an emotion you can't express, but you feel it very intense. You'll know love when you feel it, it's a feeling you feel for someone that you just never ever felt for someone else. it's overpowering, it takes over. It controls your actions and decisions.
What do you think of Online Dating? Depends. My friend Katy was dating this kid on the internet. Fine whatever, she's only 13 you know she'll grow out of it and realize that he couldn't provide anything that she needed. But she didn't. She started claiming she loved in, and she never even met him! I do believe you can build a friendship over the internet, but it can't be too strong. You have to have pysichal interaction off the computer to build feelings like that, well at least thats how I see it.
What are your special talents? Honestly, a friend poiinted this out to me. I don't have any special talents. I used to write poetry, but I can't even produce anything anymore. Here's an old poem.
Children screaming from all about
Boys skateboarding and hanging out
girls gossiping and walking around
but only one girl hasnt been found.
She sits all alone up in her cage
watching the kids with a long lonesome gaze
waiting for that special day to come
where she'll be found, and be some one.
at night she crys the tears of pain
she knows she'll never be the same
she crys herself to sleep at night
dreaming everythings alright.
when she wakes the day repeats
pain + loneliness is what she keeps
sitting up in her lonesome cage.
watching the kids with that same lonesome gaze.
Amber Lynn Artino
Copyright ©2004 Amber Lynn Artino
Why should we want you in here? Why do you want to be apart of this community? I'm not really re-applying. I want to see what all the members thought of me. I was the mod, a good mod for a little but I've gotten so busy. I just really want to know what I would be voted being a regular applicant. :)
Post a picture of yourself. (At least 3) HEHE I take lots of pictures and the whole time I was mod I meant to change that to at least three. :/
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And a lil xmas cheer :)
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