i feel like ive lost 2 of my best friends

these last few days have been hard.
but i love my friends...
or the ones who cheered me up.

my i'm still not better
and the fact my mom keeps asking me if im happy doesn't help

yes mom. im so happy. i loved a boy. he dumped me. he oviously didn't care. he's off enjoying his "new free life" without me.

fuck you.

matt dumped me today.

i hate people!

hide and seek at 11 at memorial elementry with east hampton kids + kevin and matt = lots and lots of fun

i miss kevin ( Read more... )

I GOT A KITTENNNN!!!!
his name is ghost.
hes 3 months. 
all black with white under his chin on his chest.
hes matt and my bundle of love. haha. don't ask.


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he better come up on friday!!

Emily Thompson
Middlesex County Camp
298 East Haddam-Moodus Road
Moodus, CT 06469

ill be there for 3 weeks so you best write to me

damn vulnerablity
damn feelings
damn myspace
damn boys
damn work
damn kitchen
damn "friends"
damn boyfriend
damn parents
damn fatty foods
damn breakfast
damn movies
damn dogs
damn longing
damn mail
damn knowing whats going to happen
damn not getting what i need
damn you