im depressed

I think im pulling a Bonnie.

The stars will cry
The blackest tears tonight
And this is the moment that I live for
I can smell the ocean air
And here I am
Pouring my heart onto these rooftops
Just a ghost to the world
That's exactly
( Exactly what I need )

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i watched part of the funeral this morning. it was sad. :( im still at my moms work. which i should say is my job pretty much. i do so much here. anways. my moms cousin, which shes been like best friends with since she was itty bitty, was rushed into the hospital yesterday. she has lukemia and isnt doing to weel. she was rushed in yesterday because ( Read more... )

( i am color...blind... )

A slow strangle with feet on the floor
I've got 14 angels and we're sleeping alone
In the back of a cave, where the rest of us go
To feel normal

I call baby up. Leave me alone.
I'm in pain but I won't let you band-aid the wound
I'm mad at a stage where I can't even handle my own

Give me a quiet mind and I...

( I*love*you )

happy birthdaqy ryah

nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

i just saw
mad world
premire on fucking mtv
nooooooooooo
i love that song
i have loved that song
now theyre playing it on fucking mtv and 94.5

i talked ot kyle today.
wow he has been missed