Sorry kids. friends only from now on.. :) sorry to you who enjoy leaving me silly anonymous comments calling me a slut :)

When there is nothing left to burn
You have to set yourself on fire
God that was strange to see you again
Introduced by a friend of a friend
Smiled and said "yes I think we've met before"
In that instant it started to pour

Captured a taxi despite all the rain
We drove in silence across Pont Champlain
And all of that time you thought I was sad
I was ( Read more... )

Last night was interesting..dinner with my mom was nice. she really loves my friends and they return the love. we had fun at Evans. uh..enough said there ha. i am currently at lexis ..as usual with mike kris and evan. evan missed his flight due to us running late at the starbucks meeting { i got my job back..yes yes i did} and us getting lost in ( Read more... )

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ever get that feeling that you're totally invisable. or maybe you just wish you were ( Read more... )

siting in a room..doped up on my death pill..with my 3 best friends in this world...

things are calm. minus the fact that my heart is racing,

and it took me forever to type this small paragraph..

this entry is dedicated to 3 people in particular ( Read more... )

today turned out..well, not so bad. Went shopping..uhh may have my job at the gas station back which is something..believe it or not..ive wanted for a very long time. Also..talked to an old..friend ..yeah and old friend. She brought something to my attention which was in fact very helpful. I miss her. i may claim to hate her but god knows that isnt ( Read more... )

um..so about the time i quit my job and Jesse said i could come back if nothing else came along ( Read more... )

where the fuck do i start? everyone throwing guilt in my face. even if it's their own. Am i supposed to be the cure for everyones heartache? what about my own? i cant even begin to express in detail the events that have led me to the point of nearly self distructing. im in Lexis room. alone for the first time in quite a long time. im physically ( Read more... )