i took a dump & the entire house smells like shit ( Read more... )

took a dump this morning that looked like
the soondae i ate last nite.

i open my mind up and there's nobody inside.

boys r all the same after a certain passage of time. so why do we bother?

it sucks watching ur friends not get over their exes.

i really don't have an appetite for tv.

my feet smell like korean food. or what clothes smell like after being permeated by korean food in the wintertime.

there is more freedom in this space just cos no one reads. no pressure to perform. no pressure whatsoever.

13 entries later, it is over.

like i said, i'm used to this loss thing.

it's almost been 3 months since we've been together. time goes by fast. so does wine in pint glasses.

i need to write poetry again.

we practically spent the weekend together. napping. going to the wedding. dancing. singing. eating. took him to vienna inn finally. then to have some shaky beef which wasn't as good as i remembered it. we watched "in the company of men" which wasn't as funny as i remembered it. time to take out my contacts. sink into bed. so that i'll be revved up ( Read more... )

everytime i see him, afterwards i get withdrawal. this is not needed.

he picked me up for pho. thx to my roommate's directions.