I keep imagining the future to try to see what it might be like and I never like it. I don't want to have a job, I don't want to get married and I don't want to have kids. What the hell is my life going to be like? Everything that I like and want to do, isn't accepted by the government. They'd call me a hobo and think that I'm scum because I'm not ( Read more... )

Yay I have new pictures that I took for myspace =)


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My earlier entry was very bitchy and vain, so I decided to delete it. I know I have a bitchy side, but I don't like to flaunt it as if it's a good thing. I hate the girly side of me that can be very catty. I'm trying very hard to work past the part of me that likes to say mean things because I don't like being mean. It's really hard to do so when ( Read more... )

I got a layout code and made my own header and it actually shows up. Normally I have problems with codes and something doesn't show up, but this one works. Let me know if you can see everything :)

I feel good. Really good. Just completely content. I think it's because I did a bunch of missing homework and I don't feel tired...or maybe it was all that coffee I had earlier. Hah, that new Starbucks by QFC, I went there today with Amy. She got a venti caramel frappuccino and I got a venti caramel mocha. It's funny because we do this all the time ( Read more... )

So instead of going to homecoming I stayed home and hung out with my parents. Hooray for lameness ( Read more... )

Today during lunch some girls that I sit with noticed that there was a bottle of milk stuck in one of the machines and a guy was trying to get it out as he had just paid for it. So one of the guys that monitors the cafeteria came over and tried shaking it and hitting it out and such and nothing worked. It was driving me insane...I figured that it ( Read more... )

I was so tempted to type another emotional entry about love...Liz makes me think too much about it with her damn entries about Justin, lol. But I don't really want to go there. I'm in a good mood and I'm gonna keep it that way. I have nothing to complain about. You know, I love people. I was thinking about it and I just love the way people look ( Read more... )

What is my deal? Yesterday I was all sad about not being in a relationship and today I woke up and felt completely normal and happy and couldn't care less about being in a relationship. I swear I have really odd mood swings. Is it normal to have mood swings like this? Eh, whatever. Honestly I just want to love everyone...it's weird, I know. Makes ( Read more... )

Why is it so hard to find love? It's something I want so bad, and it's something I can't get for myself. It's not something I can just go to a store and buy. It seems impossible for me to find someone that makes me feel amazing. But I see couples every day and they look so happy and I can't help but want it for myself. I hate feeling and sounding ( Read more... )