Post 8: So I'm alive... (Wait, wut.) [Multiple Filters | Text | Unhackable]

[pink_is_best]

[Private]

...So.

I chose to keep on living, after all.

But was it the right choice? I don't...

...

...Well, apparently, there are people who wouldn't like it if I died.

I...  want answers. Because the more I think about things, the less I understand. What was the real goal? What was it? I need to know.

But... I...

[Filtered to the Silvana]

I'm... sorry if

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[dontkillmebro]

...Welcome back.

[Nena|medium]

I can understand why you wouldn't.

[pink_is_best]

It's... good to be here.

[Sara | Unhackable]

...If you... hate me don't want to talk to me or see me anymore, then I get it.

[dontkillmebro]

It is.

[Nena|medium]

No. I... should talk to you.

[Sara | Unhackable]

[pink_is_best]

...

Filtered to Nena | Medium | she is saving the lecture for when she sees her in person

[peachesnotplums]

Don't...

Don't worry about it. Really.

[Filtered to Momo | Unhackable | She needs it.]

[pink_is_best]

...Momo. You can just say it. Don't try to protect my precious widdle feelings.

[Filtered to Nena | Unhackable | She needs it.]

[peachesnotplums]

...

Where are you? I'd rather say it to your face than over the network. It... doesn't feel as personal this way.

[Filtered to Momo | Unhackable]

[pink_is_best]

...

The infirmary.

[Voice | medium hackability]

[flyfrommyself]

[firm but not angry at all, just getting his point across]

Nena, it's never a good thing to turn your back on someone in need. It's those who choose to look away who need their heads examined.

I don't know what you've been through, and maybe it's not my business to know, but you're a member of this crew. Good people look out for each other.

For what it's worth . . . if you need or want to talk . . . or not, but just go do something . . . let me know.

[Text | unhackable] Yami brings out the stubborn

[pink_is_best]

Depends who that 'someone' is. You don't believe that the evil should suffer?

I'd hardly say that this crew is made up of 'good' people. There's the occasional good apple, but... No, good people don't have secrets.

...No.

[Text | UNHACKABLE like whoa] They're getting good at pissing each other off. ^,^;;;;

[flyfrommyself]

((ooc: Dammit, if he /knew/ where she was coming from, he'd be able to respond in a much more constructive way. [that's not a complaint, btw, just an observation] 9,9;;; I keep having to rein back on him cuz he doesn't know /any/ of what I do. XD;;; If I slip at all, just let me know!))

Truly evil? Those who deliberately use and hurt others, and who have dug their own graves when trouble and karma finally catch up with them? Yes, they have built it with their own hands and have asked for what they get. Are you telling me you're someone who chooses to abuse others for your own gain? I've misjudged you if that's the case.

I wonder what you're definitions of "good" and "evil" are, Nena. It's wise to be cautious and not trust too easily, but trust no one and you shut yourself off from possible allies when you need them the most.

And you're very, very wrong, Nena. Good people can have secrets too.

If you truly wish to die, however, I'll not stop you a second time. But if that's the road you choose, the way out, then do it

[Text | Unhackable]

[pink_is_best]

For my own gain...? Yes, I did. [And by /that/ she means the gain of staying alive. It's going to be one misinterpretation after another with theses two.]

If you don't kill, you're, mostly good. If you kill, then you're bad. How many you kill reflects how bad you are. [She has the black-an-white morality of a child. Her upheaval has left her utterly unsure in this department, so she's trying to rebuild from scratch.]

If they're good, then why are they hiding?

No, I... I don't want to make them sad again. And it hurts, but maybe I can start doing good things if I stay alive.

[Nena | unhackable] awwww

[scaredbrilliant]

I can't say I haven't heard that before.

Thank you. I hope so too.

[Justin | unhackable] Don't let her hear you say that

[pink_is_best]

That's because it's true. Don't let it get you killed.

[Nena | unhackable] Of course not! He does have some survival skills. Really. XD

[scaredbrilliant]

I'll give it my best effort.

And how is not getting yourself killed going?

[Justin | unhackable] I'll believe that when I see it, pfft.

[pink_is_best]

Fine, of course! You... you're making it sound like I do it on purpose!

...You really don't need to worry about me, okay? Worry about yourself!