Can't you see that we're done, we're through
I'm well enough and I'm quite over you
so end the calls
goodbye, I'll see you on the other side

So much for caring about me,
So much for missing me...

So much for all the other things you said,
& didn't really mean.

I hate pretending everything is alright, just to get by.
I hate having to be niave just so it doesn't get to me as much, but it really does.
Things are just so fucked up, as much as I hate to admitt it.

I've also come to realize things will never change.
No matter how much I wish it would.

Well, my 3 day weekend was great, up until acouple of minutes ago. I'm going to be in so much trouble. I swear it never fails.

Worst New Years Eve ever. I'm so disappointed and upset. What a great way to start off the new year.

I'm really starting to hate the person I'm becoming. I can't control my anger & my emotions. I'm not happy person at all. All around I'm just a big mess.

I don't know what to do.

You just need to get over yourself, grow the fuck up, & become an actual decent human being. I hope you know all you're worth are some lame cheap shots. Seriously is that all you can fucking do?

Moonshhine is evil.

I don't know what it is with you, but you HAVE to talk to me. You have to start shit. I haven't talked to you in what..? Like a couple months now & you had to call me up last night & start crap. Your stupid little I'm a christian boy now bullshit apology obviously didn't mean shit. You're fucking lame. It's about time to grow the fuck up, don't ( Read more... )

I'll let it be known, at times I have shown signs of all my weakness..
but somewhere in me there is strength..

&& you promise me that you believe in time I will defeat this, cause somewhere in me
there is strength.