Seriously!!!!!!

What do I do to deserve this stuff. I know that I'm not the nicest person in the world but why???

I can't cope anymore I'm going insane!! One thing after another and where does is stop. Life is just a serious of tests pushing me, how much can I take??

Everything is changing and everyone is dying, I wish I could die!!!!!!!!

I'm just so tired right now. Everything is so fucked up and the worst thing is its because I fuck it up ( Read more... )

Well tonight was a complete disaster! I knew there would arguments but it was just ridiculous. they didn't even make it to the fuckin pub before they started arguing. Three hours before we were supposed to meet, I was in town and I got a call. It was Clare calling me to tell me that her Clare G and Kirstin were going to a different pub because ( Read more... )

name : Melanie ( Read more... )

Well this week is not going quite so well anymore. Rachel and I aren't talking and I've spent the last three days fighting with the parental units. Oh wait thats half my life. lol ( Read more... )

Hey Guys ( Read more... )

well tonight was a total disaster. I got bak from David's to discover that My sister had ran away with my dads car and refused to give me a lift to Rachel's. So I didn't get to watch the o.c. or spend time with Rach. Don't get me wrong, I love my sister and I would do anything for her but she could at least have given me a lift or let me know ( Read more... )

So I'm in the library currently avoiding university, LOL. Got a call from Sarah today. Once again she was asking where Rachel was. I should become a PA. Anyway so now I feel bad because Sarah wants Rachel to stay at her house tonight but she can't because I'm staying with Rachel. On the other hand I don't feel that bad because it is O.C. night ( Read more... )

So I'm really bored and I thought I would start a journal. I'm just off the phone, Matthew called me. I love him soooooo much. He's my best friend and is the funniest and most amazing person I know. No offence to anyone else but if you know me well enough you'll understand ( Read more... )