I think I'm paranoid.

I was six years old When my parents went away I was stuck inside a broken life I couldn't wish away She was beautiful She had everything and more And my escape was hiding out and running for the door Somebody listen please It used to be so hard being me Living in the shadow ( Read more... )

so im sitting at stacys house while she makes her symbols look all shiny and what not. i went to that senior picture day, i actually had fun. i walked around with amber, jackie, ashley, sol, and alisha. the stuff she is using to clean smells so nasty and so strong. mom comes home tonight. YAY!! she bought souviners (sp?) even stuff for stacy! * ( Read more... )

so i feel like shit,but everyone keeps telling me i look skinny so i guess that's a plus. mom left for vegas today im kinda sad about that. dad and the boys leave tomarrow, that excites me. grandmas friend is comming up from georigia to stay with us. how nice. i kinda hope stacy stays again. hmm i haven't hung out with jess in long time kinda ( Read more... )

it's all comming to an end soon i feel it. stacy has lost all interest in me. i must be a pretty effin boring person let me tell ya. i sometimes wonder why she started going out with me in the first place. i'm lazy and fat and grosse and dumb. damn my life for sucking at relationships. on a happier note i'velost a pound and a half and its only ( Read more... )

so my family left me home alone for the weekend. stacy stayed with me all weekend :) we didnt really do much kinda laid around. we went babysitting last night. i lost my kitty yesturday i was so sad. she was in my neighbors yard. i love stacy sooo so much. hmm yeah i think i'm done updating.

i hate being sick. its mine and stacys 10 months. ilove her soooo so much. she may have messed up a lot, but she's so amazing. my new tattoo is starting to peel. i think i need to dye myhair back to all black soon, i'm getting tired of keeping up with the blue/purple. so i went to the eye doctors today, i ordered caribbean aqua contacts and sea ( Read more... )

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so i'm at stacys house. god damn she's so skinny it makes me sad and feel like a fat ass. im so going to be taking pills to help me lose weight soon. :) i figure if i take them and don't eat at the same time i should be super thin in like 2 months. i've been so tired lately. im so sick of school already. i only wanna go like 4 day weeks. i don' ( Read more... )