Well
Today has turned out pretty good. I mean I dont have to take my test in Personal Growth cuz I won bingo yesterday... Halloween was hella fun
Halloween was fun besides some peoples attitudes. I dont understand how some people can try and take everyone else as there friend and keep them away from their other friends. It just doesnt seem right to me that someone can do that because Im sure that person wants to hang out with her other friends too. And I cant understand why some people change when they start a new relationship. Its not fair to the people that were there when they were crying that stood by thier side. Its not fair that that person never calls the one that stayed up till 4 am on days she had to work to listen to him and talk him through stuff and now he never calls her. I guess Im being niave and depressive but he was my best friend and I loved him so much *as a friend* part of me doesnt want to believe we've grown apart
Ronnie IMed me last night finally told me the real reason he cheated... cause she gave it up and I wouldnt. Do you have any idea how much that hurts? How could it be possible for me to fuck someone I grew up with after just dating three days? What I hate the most is the fact he told me he wished that night never happened so I wouldnt be acting immature.... then I was like IM THE IMMATURE ONE ALTHOUGH I GO TO SCHOOL EACH MORNING WITH ALL As AND Bs COME HOME TAKE CARE OF MY PARENTS AND THE CATS THEN GO TO WORK ALL NIGHT ONLY TO COME HOME AND GET MY DAD TO SLEEP IN HIS ROOM INSTEAD OF ON THE LAZY BOY RECLINER AND I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT MY FATHER IS FUCKING DYING SO YOU KNOW WHAT TAKE YOUR SLUTTY GIRLFRIEND, YOUR BASTARD KID, AND YOUR UNREMORSFUL SOUL AND GO TO FUCKING HELL AND FORGET I EXIST. He finally broke me I just couldnt take it any more. How can him and Stevie be so different and come from the same womb... Yea theyve had hard times but Stevies been in and out of jail and still treats me with respect and helps me when I need him. Ronnie threw away nearly 18 years of friendship over some slut that gave it up the first night then told him he couldnt talk to any of his ex girlfriends including me and he fucking listened the little fucking bastard
OK im pissed even thinking bout it but anyways if u have any heart or soul PLEASE read the poem below and repost it in ur own journal! I DID NOT WRITE IT!
FAT
Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down
One day at school her friend called her fat
She said it louder and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead
She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin
The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside
Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart
She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"
She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly
She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life
Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead
never forget that, you are beautiful no matter what others say, just believe in yourself.
Halloween was fun besides some peoples attitudes. I dont understand how some people can try and take everyone else as there friend and keep them away from their other friends. It just doesnt seem right to me that someone can do that because Im sure that person wants to hang out with her other friends too. And I cant understand why some people change when they start a new relationship. Its not fair to the people that were there when they were crying that stood by thier side. Its not fair that that person never calls the one that stayed up till 4 am on days she had to work to listen to him and talk him through stuff and now he never calls her. I guess Im being niave and depressive but he was my best friend and I loved him so much *as a friend* part of me doesnt want to believe we've grown apart
Ronnie IMed me last night finally told me the real reason he cheated... cause she gave it up and I wouldnt. Do you have any idea how much that hurts? How could it be possible for me to fuck someone I grew up with after just dating three days? What I hate the most is the fact he told me he wished that night never happened so I wouldnt be acting immature.... then I was like IM THE IMMATURE ONE ALTHOUGH I GO TO SCHOOL EACH MORNING WITH ALL As AND Bs COME HOME TAKE CARE OF MY PARENTS AND THE CATS THEN GO TO WORK ALL NIGHT ONLY TO COME HOME AND GET MY DAD TO SLEEP IN HIS ROOM INSTEAD OF ON THE LAZY BOY RECLINER AND I STILL HAVE TO DEAL WITH THE FACT MY FATHER IS FUCKING DYING SO YOU KNOW WHAT TAKE YOUR SLUTTY GIRLFRIEND, YOUR BASTARD KID, AND YOUR UNREMORSFUL SOUL AND GO TO FUCKING HELL AND FORGET I EXIST. He finally broke me I just couldnt take it any more. How can him and Stevie be so different and come from the same womb... Yea theyve had hard times but Stevies been in and out of jail and still treats me with respect and helps me when I need him. Ronnie threw away nearly 18 years of friendship over some slut that gave it up the first night then told him he couldnt talk to any of his ex girlfriends including me and he fucking listened the little fucking bastard
OK im pissed even thinking bout it but anyways if u have any heart or soul PLEASE read the poem below and repost it in ur own journal! I DID NOT WRITE IT!
FAT
Her voice was sweet, her eyes were kind
She kept secrets and told no lies
She had many friends that helped her out
And she helped them up when they were down
One day at school her friend called her fat
She said it louder and everyone laughed
Everyone turned on her and called her a dweeb
"Please, I've had enough" she would beg and plead
She ran home crying that very same day
Then she ran to the bathroom and grabbed a blade
She pressed it harshly against her wrist
And blood rapidly poured down her skin
The next Monday she came to school with scars
The kids in class saw and went on being harsh
They called her big, round, large, and wide
She wanted to yell but she kept it all inside
Soon she stopped eating, skipping every other meal
Her parents never knew, she kept her lips sealed
She became skinny, pale, bony, and thinner
She threw up her breakfast, lunch, and sometimes dinner
She looked around and everything became dark
So she closed her eyes and fell apart
She fainted that day but no one heard her scream
Her dad saw her on the floor like it was a bad dream
She was rushed to the hospital in an hour or so
And her parents whispered and yelled "please don't go!"
She just layed there on the hospital bed
Cuts on her wrists and a messed up head
Her parents by her side crying endlessly
But she just looked upon them cluelessly
She slit her wrists, she slit her neck
She threw up her food every night before bed
She took some drugs, "it was better than a knife"
She wasted her money, her time, and her life
Her voice once was sweet, her eyes once were kind
Until a single word mutilated her mind
Her friends hoped it wasn't something they said
Cause a few days later, they found out she was dead
never forget that, you are beautiful no matter what others say, just believe in yourself.