i think when i leave this summer i will be sad. there are so many people i want to spend time with , and there's so mcuh i have to do. i think i'm going to have an anxiety attack. humph. i miss people too much. i depend on people too much ( Read more... )

Haley's the best ever. she drove to springfield to spend the night , then brought me back to her house for a a week. her mommy likes me , i think i like her mommy more.

(pretend theres a really super cool picture of me and haley here that makes you wanna go "aaawww!!")

i love her.

i thought i was getting better. i wasnt crying , i wasnt obsessing over little things , i wasnt over-analyzing situations , i wasnt worrying about everything ( Read more... )

Taurus are born between April 20th and May 21st ( Read more... )

its funny that when i visit my family i feel discusting ( Read more... )

i have a new dream.

i want to be the 48 yr old ravishing blonde walking the streets of florence italy , eating ice cream , in the most beautful black and white dress you've ever seen, along with the biggest most eccentric hat to match.
thisiswhatiwanttobe.

nothing can compare.
everyone will stare.
and i will grin....knowing.

<3

i love people...rarely.

but when i love them...its a gigantic explosion of love!

yeah.

you people make you smile. you know who you are , because when im with you my cheeks turn pink and icant help myself from grinning.

<3

you make me a delightful person.

girls night rocks ( Read more... )

so what do you do when the only thing to do is hate yourself?

i've tried it all. listen to friends and family. take medicine. try to overcome it.
it doesnt stop hurting.