WHY DO I GET SO HUNG UP OVER NOTHING. IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME. BUT I STILL FEEL LIKE SHIT. WHY?? FUCK. FUCK. DOUBLE. FUCKKKK. I WAS SO OVER IT. SOOOO OVER IT. IF I HAVE TO GO THROUGH THIS SHIT AGAIN... its not fair. why is it never fair. i want to back to last year. it was better. so much better. so much SIMPLER. i miss it...
Why do i fel so nervous? I can't think or fous on anything. I haven't been able to eat anything all day. And i've had butterflies in my stomach all day. But nothing has happened. And i'm not expecting anything to happen. So whyyyy??? Its driving me CRAZY. Fuckk. Gone to attempt to sleep... But i bet that i won't be able to. Yay. For. Me. Woot.