WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF AND EVERYONE AROUND ME?? WHHYYY??? omg omg omg i am soo stupid...... whyohwhyohwhyohwhyohwhyohwhyohhhhhhwhhhhyyyy?????? never felt so god damn shitty in my life... i should't even be allowed to be here...
Ok. I thought tonight was going to be SWEET. I mean i haven't be out the whole entire frekaing christmas holidays! Fuck. But NOOOO I have to end up with no friends... wait.. correction.. i had to realize that i have no friends.. right, right...