I haven't cut myself in 46 days! :) My birthday is in one month exactly and theres only 3 days till I goto Boston!

I don't know whats wrong with me, but I feel like my heart is being ripped in half....I don't know whats causing it. My emotions are all astir and I'd rather spend all my time by myself. I've really been isolating myself alot latley. I seriosuly cannot get it through my head whats wrong....I don't think anything has happened...I have it really good ( Read more... )

I'm sooo confussed right now becuase I just realized even though I'm not cutting myself anymore, I'm still hurting myself...I don't think I go five minutes without critising myself. I know I stopped for awhile but I've been throwing up everything I eat again too...I know if I keep it up then I'll have a heart attack or die or something but ( Read more... )

I'm sooo happy schools out! I've been sleeping into 2! yah on the last day I went to Morgans and hung out with her and Shley and then we went to Billys at like 3:30ish or something and there were a shitload of people there!! It was alot of fun and I'm really glad I didnt get thrown in the pool!! but i met a lot of people and saw people I haven't ( Read more... )

So here I am...its Friday night and I'm just sitting around...which is really fine with me cause I feel like shit! My week was alright. I was sick and I hate being sick but if you know me you know I'm use to it! Anyways I missed alot of my classes this week. its cool though. I've felt really out of place latley...I'm sure its the way I'm percieving ( Read more... )

I was sleeping and I just got kicked out of my room and I am not a happy camper!!!! Just so my sister can change around the room? my god shes a menis!!!! esfjkl.nsdzFjk.nsefhnsjmns

:( yah thats my mad face

grrr

Last night Tiffany came over and we went up to AMC 30. We walked around for like ever and then we saw Lindsey and Jecka and they gave us a dollar so we could actually get into the movies :) and then we were watching Van Helsing but we wanted to go outside and we wanted money so we returned our tickets and got our money back. Then we went outside ( Read more... )

Today was an "okay" day. I don't know I was kinda moody... people were just bugging me with the smallest things. It might have something to do with the fact that BOYS SUCK!! oh well. Lindsey and I had alot of fun in theatre though! We had a name calling contest. I won. lol and then we saw demon puritan children! those were creepy!!! oh well w/e. I ( Read more... )