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[pink_satin]

I hate not having time to relax and do nothing.

What I should really be doing right now is running my asssssss off. I'm so sick of myself--and have been for years--and I'm really sick of that. Self-improvement is a lot harder than it sounds, lol

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[pumpkin_c8]

Ash...you should talk to someone about this, like a professional. I feel I can say that because, I have similar and horrifyingly enough, less self-consuming issues with the same things. I'll never understand because, I've always been much heavier than you but, anyone has the ability to see a skewed view of themselves and cause them to have these kinds of confusions. If I were you I would just try to talk a nurtion person or even just a doctor to make sure some of this isn't in your head. I totally say this all with love, respect and (trust me) understanding.