in history class. my daddy took the computer to the shop. fare thee well evil virus ( Read more... )

friday was insanely pointless because all i did was sleep through school. track where i was one of three juniors there...hahaa. got out early and started to get ready for jr. banquet ( Read more... )

school was boring. nothing really happened too exciting. or that was worth writing.
just me and erin today at track. we "ran" an allen lexington slocum which meant that i saw her prom dress. we talked and i was reminded of how i held mat's hand and how he was the real one doing the comforting. it wasn't me. he's too strong for words. he must be one ( Read more... )

i don't know exactly why i wore pants to school. i don't know why i carried a sweater with me. i just don't know.

track and everything else was cancelled (yeah) so off to dairy cheif it was with erin beth ploi and sabra. fun. delicious. cooling ( Read more... )

track meet sucked. ha. lost by like, 100.
whatev.
went up to visit mat and i was super happy to just see him.

i can't really remember anything about today besides the meet and seeing mat.

weird.
<3.
sweetdreams*

i need to buy the catcher in the rye. all of a sudden, i just felt like i needed to buy it. and read it over and over again ( Read more... )

today was a parabola. i got up at a ridiculous hour to go to lowell with my yg for a district voting event. i actually ended up having a really really good time and i met some awesome people ( Read more... )

today was horrid. it all started in the morning before school when my father made a comment basically saying that i was a burden. gee. thanks dad. love you too. by the way, i'd rather you just take a knife and plunge it through my chest than you slowly killing me with your too-harsh-for-jill words. k? thanks daddy! your the best ( Read more... )

i don't think i've ever been this scared. ever. it's me and i hate it so much. and i love it. it's my muse and the rock in my shoe all at the same time. all of my feelings are walking contradictions. opposites. complete and utter nonsense ( Read more... )

today was depressing and exciting and emotionally exasperating. exciting because of the track meet. amy and erin are officially eight world wonders...<3. lovethemlovethemlovethem.
depressing and emotionally exasperating because of too many reasons to count.
sunshine made my day. for once in my life, a track meet was my chill out time, my release ( Read more... )