wow. the last week's been fun. Not like, "oh my god this is the best week of my life!" type fun. It's jsut been nice. so saturday we went to Bekley with band. I saw Pepper, and roasted in the footbal stands for 4 hours, then on the way home we got to watch Pokemon! yipee. I got really choked up at the end thoough. I mean, Pikachu returned to ( Read more... )

ok, so I'm back into that restless phase. I seem to have this every once in a while. I get bored incredibly easily, and can't sleep or focus on anything really. Anyway, since I can't drive anyone until March, Senor Quack (my demonic pink rubber ducky) keeps me company. The problem is that he's always in the sun and is starting to lose is hot pink ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about stuff. do you ever feel like you could never truly be loved? not very seriously, like engough to commit suicide, but enoough to get you thinking about it? this just came up in my head, because so many people fel this way and most of the people who tell me about this are people who I love. interesting.

I'm really worried for my friend. She's been "slicing". She's got me really worried now, because I know if it ever got any farther than just a cut that I would have no way to help her. I hate this.

And if you read this, then you kknow what I'll say. stop!

I hate humanity

I just went driving. Alone. That was my first time actually using my newly aquired priviledges that come with a liscence. I was so happy. It was fun ( Read more... )

I passed my Driving Test! Yeah, so now I have a liscence. I'm so tired though. I was so I happy I didn't have the same tester as last time. He graded much nicer. Anyway, I can now drive myself to school as apposed to riding my bike 4 miles (half up hill) which is what I've been doing these past few days. I really like my classes this year. Anyway, ( Read more... )

I hate the end of summer. It's just so depressing. So I'm on my last day now, and I'm too tired to do anything anyway. Well, I suppose I could reminisce about the summer. I miss camp so much. I can't wait until next summer. I'll be an apprentice CIT. Oh, funny thing. Marmot's trying to make it so that CITs can be hired next year, since so many ( Read more... )

Ugh, so tired. This has been a busy week. Special Olympics was fun and stuff, and I almost stayed for the next session but decided that I wanted to be around for band camp. So I've been at band camp for the past few days, and it's tiring. anyway, I'm gonna go sleep now.

I've been so bored lately. And lonely. My own fault though. I never really bothered calling anyone. Except for Jay who won't be back untill tommorow which is ironically the same day that I'm leaving. Yes, leaving AGAIN! For yet another camp. This one's Camp Arroyo and it's for Special Olympics. I've never worked with any special programs, so it'll ( Read more... )