k, well, the depression's back. it was really bad before, but then i kinda jsut went numb. now i'm just depressed again.i jsut feel really alone. everyone tells me i'm not, and i'm sure that they'd be there for me if i needed them. but it seems like whenever i need a hug, there's just no one. Besides that, when people are actually around, i jsut ( Read more... )

i need a hug

woah! i actually figured out how to customize my journal. yes, technologically challenged Pink is finally catching on. now i'm tired and still can't sleep. and i'm thirsty. so very thirsty.

i just got the shit scared out of me. i took my shower, and the entire time my dog was barking. this isn't too weird as he barks whenever he hears any cars or people walk by our house. but i got out, and he was still barking. i put on my clothes and he was still barking. i washed my face and he was STILL barking. you'd think i would've done this ( Read more... )

k, well, today i was in History. I sit surrounded by 2 cheerleader, a retard, and a few boys (all friends). anyway. i had been talking to them theni went back to my work because the conversation started getting boring. they were talking about religion, and one of them started talking about how christian neven say fuck. Generalizations like that ( Read more... )

can't sleep. i'm really bored though, so i'm talking to my frined about chalk. apparently she's watching titanic. anyway, i've just been cleaning my room and playing with mah new prisma colors. and reading a bit. listining to music.i don't like being up alone, so i've got my music turned way up and i just keep typing and typing and typing. it's my ( Read more... )

an adittion to yesterdays dizzy thing. i didn't die incase anyone was wondering. just felt REALLY dizzy for a few hours. that's part of the reason i was feeling so shitty and didn't get any work done. so more work for today!

last night was fun. i went over to a friends and played DDR, then ran arund the neighbor hood screaming. Twas fun. I was up until about 3, so i didn't wake up today until about noon ( Read more... )

wow, third time today. still dizzy. working on Spanish. We're supposed to write a children's book. So i'm doing mine about this kid with super powers who gets hit on the head with redioactive bird shit (not that i'd say that specifically in the book). Then she goes on a rampage, people die, and all that good stuff. maybe i'll go sell it to some ( Read more... )

i'm kinda lightheaded right now. i just drank a lot of coke. i think i'm not supposed to have caffein with the medication i'm taking (KWAZY PILLS!). so if this is my last entry, assume i'm dead ( Read more... )