FINE

[pink_turtle143]

i dont know how anyone can continue to care for me when all i am good for is fucking everything and anything up. I'm this horrible person that God should just trun is back on and walk away. MY mind is a constant battle. It fights my heart and every other part of my body. I think its slowly winning and my heart is feeling its effects. I want to take

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[bananasforever]

I sit here and now state my good-byes until the day that we say Hello once again I take my bow out quitely but to never be forgotten. I sit here in my place and time and wonder what to do next? I tell myself its the baby steps that make it to the big picture of things. So here i sit typing away at a computer screen telling it my good-byes but forever standing by its side so that it knows that im here to help, care, like, and even love it till the day I die. so I hope that all will be clear to you one day and that all things can be once again to its happy place. I stand in the cold with my arms crossed my chest looking up into the deep unknown skies asking questions that have no know answers at this time but willing to work towards them and to have all that once was. but knowing that has all come to a point that has not return. so i try to move forth into the unknown scared to walk alone but knowing this time it will be a journey well deserved. As i step forth with one hand forward and the other still reaching back for what once was i