i lied
I can't sleep. Laying there is making me think and almost cry again. NO MORE CRYING. I will do this lyric thing instead. I dont even care if people guess I just need distraction. I'm sure i'm not doing this right but
#1 just outside the circle of light
is where you've been living
your whole life
you've got to jump into the center
and launch your attack
#2 We've come a long, long way together
through the hard times and the good
I have to celebrate you, baby
I have to praise you like I should
#3 I fight for a heart. I fight for a strong heart
I fight to never know this sickness you know
but I know its my own, I gave it a home
our love is the size of these tumors inside us
our love is the size of this hole in the ground
where my heart's buried now.
#4 Where have you gone
my love, my friend
somewhere without any pain
I'm not afraid
now I'm not alone
we will meet again
#5 So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
making it up behind my back again
holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
holding it up behind my head again
cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
round and round and round
and it's coming apart again
over and over and over
#6 and as I collapse we remain nothing more than friends
as I hold my breath
a throat full of cement
I'm disgusted by repetition I accept this curse
of friendship
#7 And I'm all screwed up
but I feel all right
sinking deeper all the time
inside a hole deep in my mind
but I love you,I love you
more than life
#8 But now I've got to crawl to get anywhere at all.
I'm not as strong as I thought.
so when I'm lost in a crowd, I hope that you'll pick me out.
o, how I long to be found
#9 It was the first time face to face
crossing the line, talkin to the other side of death
hearing the words that choke memories into flatlines
callin your name
hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away
#10 I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
the kind I have always seems to slip my mind
but you - you write such pretty words
but life's no story book
love is an excuse to get hurt,
and to hurt- do you like to hurt? cause I do
#1 just outside the circle of light
is where you've been living
your whole life
you've got to jump into the center
and launch your attack
#2 We've come a long, long way together
through the hard times and the good
I have to celebrate you, baby
I have to praise you like I should
#3 I fight for a heart. I fight for a strong heart
I fight to never know this sickness you know
but I know its my own, I gave it a home
our love is the size of these tumors inside us
our love is the size of this hole in the ground
where my heart's buried now.
#4 Where have you gone
my love, my friend
somewhere without any pain
I'm not afraid
now I'm not alone
we will meet again
#5 So it's all come back round to breaking apart again
breaking apart like I'm made up of glass again
making it up behind my back again
holding my breath for the fear of sleep again
holding it up behind my head again
cut in deep to the heart of the bone again
round and round and round
and it's coming apart again
over and over and over
#6 and as I collapse we remain nothing more than friends
as I hold my breath
a throat full of cement
I'm disgusted by repetition I accept this curse
of friendship
#7 And I'm all screwed up
but I feel all right
sinking deeper all the time
inside a hole deep in my mind
but I love you,I love you
more than life
#8 But now I've got to crawl to get anywhere at all.
I'm not as strong as I thought.
so when I'm lost in a crowd, I hope that you'll pick me out.
o, how I long to be found
#9 It was the first time face to face
crossing the line, talkin to the other side of death
hearing the words that choke memories into flatlines
callin your name
hoping for something to wash these dreams of you away
#10 I want a lover I don't have to love
I want a boy who's so drunk he doesn't talk
where's the kid with the chemicals
I got a hunger and I can't seem to get full
I need some meaning I can memorize
the kind I have always seems to slip my mind
but you - you write such pretty words
but life's no story book
love is an excuse to get hurt,
and to hurt- do you like to hurt? cause I do