weeks of no posts and still nothing new to say. i thought i would just let everyone know even if i dont post i still do read my friends list ( Read more... )

Thank you to everyone who donated to the Gale Shoe Replacement fund. Here's everyone in no particular order - LJ impaired Uncle Jeff, jillyfishie, roybatty, ev0lemi, sevensomething, serpent_sky, gargoyl, gregjaw, netochka, nuitfaerie, labdanum, fierceblue, webmd, panfrieda, mmelonghairs, sheilamarie, inlaterdays, and middyblue. And of course a very big thank you to chisaiboo for organizing the whole thing ( Read more... )

i thought just in case someone still bothers to read this i would finally update it ( Read more... )

everything has been non-stop bullshit. my life seriously needs to start getting better or I might have to commit myself ( Read more... )

I went to the gastroenterologist today. Dr Oh seems to think this is all possibly linked to my pancreas. He is also concerned about fixing my ulcers. On Monday I go for an endoscopy, they put a camera down my throat into my stomach. I am getting blood work done tomorrow and I have to make an appointment for the CT scan ( Read more... )

I'm packing my house and listening to music on my tv. digital cable is fantastic! right now on the 80s station Winger - 17 just came on. It made me remember how years ago evolemi and i were going to do this song for the gothic lipsynch contest because we were "only 17" (i think i was actually 16). thats 6 years ago ( Read more... )

I feel so optimistic ( Read more... )

feh. I chopped my hair off last night. I was sick of the growing out mohawk. All I could do was put it in a ponytail because I sleep too late and I'm too damn lazy to bother doing anything else with it. Its in a short almost bob kinda cut. Its still shaved on the sides and looks a little silly, but its MUCH better than my mullet head. :D I ( Read more... )

Things in my life have been super stressful and bullshit filled. I decided to spare you all the details and haven't posted lately ( Read more... )

RAIN! its going to rain from tomorrow night until monday. i am going to lose my mutha fuckin mind. i cant take it anymore! everything is moist and gross. im going crazy ( Read more... )