I
I have my doubts.

I
GOT
MY
MOFUGGIN
LICENSE.

HELL YES.

it's my birthday.

Friday's going to rule.
I got the new Depeche Mode cd today.
Nothing short of amazing.
Friday is going to rule.
I love all of my girls.
And boys.

happy birthday: 4 days.
happy license: 6 days.
happy depeche mode: 29 days.

-Yours truly.

I'm not looking back.
I'm not going to look back.
Don't let me look back.

birthday: 9
license: 11
depeche mode: 1 month, 8 days.
i'm stoked.
you are too.

i threw my stupid fucking phone out the car door opposite me.
i can never seem to break that damn thing.

i'm slipping again.

i'm starting to not give a fuck anymore,
and it's scaring me to death.

i'm sick.
not the kind of sick where you need tissues.
the kind where words lose their meaning.
food loses it's taste.
nothing is real.
everything is going wrong.
and i don't know what to do or where to turn.
i feel so helpless
and so insignificant.
God help me.

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