Hey..I Have a lot of stuff on my mind..i dont think anyone will understand..i think my mom will but she'll say u got urself in this mess again..and i dont want to hear it ( Read more... )

well tomorrow is my brothers birthday..i dont do this to often cuz nothing big has happened so yeah..well me n todd are doing ok..weve been aguing alot..cuz i dont really like him on the computer while im there and he says im bored well im bored so whyll u play a hour in a half game i have to be bored all by myself..yesterday we started watching a ( Read more... )

hey again long time no talk...lillian sleep most of her birthday away but she got a bike and knee pads and cool stuff, thursday david came and picked her up, he had a girl in there she like stared at me so i stared back lolol thinking ok this must be damiens g/f..but it wasnt it was davids g/f lolol.. sunday we went skating for lillians birthday ( Read more... )

well in about 5 minutes is lillians birthday yippi shes 4 years old.. well on new years eve it was great wonderful perfect..todd got drunk i think he says he gets really horny well he get get that way and lated about 4 hrs lol..it was great i thought i was bleeding all over but it was great lol..its weird how perfect someone can feel inside you.. ( Read more... )

my week has been good..me n todd r doing great still..christine is having a tough time but im trying to help her out..heres todds away message from last night ( Read more... )

this is the letter i wrote to todd..i just want to keep it cuz its the most thing i ever put some much effort in it ( Read more... )

Yesterday was christmas it was great..well at first it sucked i only got like 3 hrs of sleep again so i wasnt feeling good..then i got out of shower, we didnt open presents till 3pm lol..then we ate dinner then around 6:30pm todd came over, he opened his presents, i bought him a razor kit thing, and $50 dollars in best buy..and a big thing of kit ( Read more... )

Merry Christmas Nicole u only got 3 hrs of sleep..ur really tired your speaking to urself as a third person but ok..i typed up todds letter its 6 pages long to show him how much i love him and need him inmy life..this is his away message ( Read more... )

It snowed aloy last night and this morning it looks so beautiful outside..its so great..christmas eve is tomorrow then christmas..i did my nails but they look horrible lolol...o well shit happens..Guesss what today is Me n Todds 2nd Month Annerversity..Yipppii..This is Todds Away message ( Read more... )

i love todd with all my heart n more..i brought up what i was thinking..and then i went in layed down..well he called i guess n matt told me he did but i thought it was my mom lol..so i thought matt was lying..well todd ended up coming over at 1am..thats late to see what my problem is..awww yes i was crushed to think this stuff cuz i love him so ( Read more... )