i miss you today.
i dont care, i can't help it sometimes. i wish i didnt, but i do..

kyle added me to facebook a few days ago, which is bizarre becuase he was the one who deleted me when we broke up and i asked him why, and he said he couldnt be friends and said it would be easier this way. i have talked to him once in like 3 years.. and he just all ( Read more... )

Where to begin..

I guess this is my first entry in a while that isn't tid bits of depressing sonnets about silly things and silly people.
refreshing?? yes i'll have a cup of that with a little cinnamon spice please!

so. everyone leaves me.(hey i didnt say it wouldnt be depressing still). one of my best friends just moved back to vancouver.. gah.. its ( Read more... )

i'm mad at myself for brainwashing myself into thinking that, was what was good, and that's what i strived for ( Read more... )

im let down too often.
if not by men, by my friends, if not by my friends, by myself.
my mom is the only person who is always there for me. i love her so much.

now i really wish i hadnt ever fucking met you.
how dare you.

deep breaths
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why is it when one part of your life is agony, another part gets better.
i would prefer it to be switched around in this case.
but no. i am niave.
that is unrealistic.

hello all ( Read more... )

let go

gah, i dont even know what to do with myself anymore ( Read more... )

out of pink