its all we've been given..so we better start livin right now..days go by

[pinkburst]

my heart is hurting sooo much right now. and i dont know what to do to fix it. i feel like an awful person..but at the same time i know i didnt do anything wrong. why do i always take things for granted?? why cant i just appreciate what i have?? i dont understand myself sometimes. i want sooo bad to be able to FULLY appreciate life..but i never

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[peachzncream47]

aww you're so awesome lindsi! and here i am ready to complain to you about something totally STUPID and then i read this...and we already talked about jake earlier but i was still going to complain but now i think about it and it's not worth it...i love you girl!

[pinkburst]

ur even awesomer haha im soooooooooo glad weve gotten close this year and been hangin out..u are absoluetely amazing and im sooo lucky to have u! thanks for EVERYTHING xoxo

[megarie712]

i'll definitly keep him in my prayers.

[pinkburst]

thank u gurl! love you

[im_jus_k]

i remember u talking about him last yr and actually i think about that from time to time and i do thank god for what i have and stuff. I know that must be hard to watch, but dont stress urself out over it too much lindsi because like u said, he is happy. He sounds like a strong boy and so be happy that hes happy lol : ) like pass on the smile. I love u girl and i will keep him in my prayers as well.

[mc_jersey]

i agree w/ "k", u just gotta let him live his life to the fullest and like someone that dosnt have a disease. I mean, just b/c he has dystonia dosnt mean that his not a normal kid, he still wants to do things that other kids want to do, so its ur job as his babysitter to have fun wit him and play wit him. I know how much it sucks just to think bout it, i had a neighbor a few years ago that was a lil younger then me and he couldnt get out of a wheelchair and had to b carried everywhere and couldnt do anythin himself. I dont know what the disease was called, but everytime we'd go over and talk w/ the mom and stuff we'd always just laugh around wit the kid (Mikey) and enjoy what was happening then and not look towards the future. Also, u never know, but there is a chance that the kid ur talkin bout could get better and live a full life, cuz i know my old neighbor has gotten a lot better. so, just go over there and do ur babysittin job and make the kid enjoy himself like u make everyone else enjoy themselves when ur around them.
peace out

[pinkburst]

thanks mark that means alot!..ur awesome and i appreciate the advice-your right..and i AM happy that he is happy-i really truly am. i guess im being selfish in a way too?..being so concerned about how upset it makes ME instead of being glad its not upsetting him..u no? but yeah anyways thanks for the comment! cya tomorrow

[pinkburst]

thanks k!! i love you gurl xoxox

[princess_xtina]

omg lindsi i love u and i think u are the greatest person in the whole wide world!!! not even lieing !!! u kno i am always here for u to talk to !!! please don't ever think ur not a great person u do soo much for this world u may not be able to see it but u do ,it is funny how sometimes we can't see things about ourselves but others can u kno ?? u are my hero for being able to be soo stronge to even kno him i am soo proud of u in every single way!! luv ya xoxox muah!