ahh..the past 2 days, ive been cutting my wrists and arms all the way up, i cant help it , it hurts but it makes me feel better about myself..
i got hurt kinda bad the other.. day from a kid from my school, i thought  he was nice and a friend of mine but i fucking guess noT,
i wish this would stop now ( Read more... )

im bored. this weekend i went shopping i got a new green skirt ..and pink and gray Vans..and a backpack for ( Read more... )

when i saw him, i fell in love at first sight.
we talked. and we had fun.
then i left.
and dont think i wil see him anymore
which sucks.
becasue i miss him and love him.
but i wil probably never see his prettyness again.  :'(

i Do wIsH tO sEe HiM aGaiN...<3

jessica..becasue i like sal..does that mean when ever you see him you wont invite me ( Read more... )

last night me and jenny saw ashlee simpson at walmart in rolling meadows . it was so cool we got to hug her. but we couldnt get her autograph becasue you had to pay for a wrist band which sucked. then we saw her drive away. it was so fun but we had to wait for her to leave for like 2 hours ( Read more... )

the past 2 days i've been with jessica , its been fun we've been with her brothers and her cousin sal..we talked last night adn played truth or dare it was so fun..tonight im seeing ashlee simpson at 6 i cant wait for her autograph,shes so pretty...
im glad dominikas on my team yay..but i think i rather have jenny ythen domi becasue jennys like my ( Read more... )

the past like whole week i've been at jennys its been fun we've been downtown and shit we went to see anchorman worst movie ever..ahh
we've been bored though ..
we saw john at coldstone last night yay..
then i found out i was on Epsilon..and jenny was on Zeta..which made me reall sad..becasue i only get to see her in lunch and the hall for like 2 ( Read more... )

i thought those lies,were pretend.
i thought you were a great person.
you made heads turn.
and tears roll.
you made me feel unwanted.
sometimes loved.
sometimes hated.
under-powered.
misunderstood about the things i did.
tears didnt explain it.

the past day, i've been having dreams.about some one..jenny knows him but i aint saying who he is..ive been having dreams we like kissed and we were like in a deep love with eachother. and its so weird becasue i dont know if i even have feelings for him..i dont know if i do becasue its all so confusingsometimes.i feel like him and then later i dont ( Read more... )

last night was ok ( Read more... )

last night was ok. me and jenny went dowtown with her brother and saw matt. and john and other retards, then some weird ppl followed us nad it was scary.
then today i get an email that my other lj is suspended so i made this new lj..yaay!
me and jen are going to the pool. and this gay picnic thing.
but whatever.
call the cell
997-1663