When I was 16 I learned that rain meant hope. I always call upon that memory when things are looking down for me and I see rain drops. I see that today looks gloomy out, I don't think that it will rain but I need some hope so I sure hope it does ( Read more... )

I think I'm having an out of body experience. I feel numb to everything. I feel like this is too good to be true. I feel like I can't pull down my fence. I felt so alone last night. Everyone I knew was in another city far away. I saw the man standing outside my window jacking off, as I laid in bed watching television. I think everyone is fucking ( Read more... )

I had a very good day yesterday. Got off of work and took a nap, Kelsey came over and we went out to Little Tree. We walked over to buy our movie tickets for later on. We ran into Brooke and Jesse. So we took the long way home. Then we wanted to get high and rent King Kong and Ghost Dad. So we went to see Broken Flowers, it was alright. Some parts ( Read more... )

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Disregaurd this. I needed to post these so I was able to print it off on another computer at work.
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We faced each other in the middle of this contraption that was closing in on us. After what you said to me, I thought that I was going to have to blow your head off and then turn the gun on myself. My tears ran down your face and glued our cheeks together. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry. I'm sorry ( Read more... )

I'm back to my late night retreats and early mornings.
It has been about two months and these things feel foreign. In almost every aspect they are. We do the same thing, but not fullheartly. I've woken up to you three mornings in a row, and I can not begin to explain how much I've missed that.
I don't know what I'm doing.
But I refuse to get

We were in the basement of an unfamilar place. In the same position I once grew to love. As we laid tears fell from my eyes, I didn't want you to see. I also didn't want to wipe them away. We were closer then we have been in months but I felt so far away from you. I missed everything. The way you rest your cheek on the side of my head and the way ( Read more... )

The after after party.

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You snuck into my sheets in the later hours of the night. I didn't expect you to return. As we closed our eyes, we fell into the night. There was a noise in the kitchen and we woke up, hand in hand we turned the corner. The most amazing site came into plain view. You were holding my purse and you dropped it to the floor, and we began to run towards ( Read more... )