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I got a letter from Ryan yesterday and he said he requested Norfolk for station but his second choice was San Diego. He said he where ever he goes he wants me to come and live with him that he loves me and doesnt want to be without me anymore. I know that those of you who know me and love me are right now thinking what the hell is she about to do ( Read more... )

I spent an hour today driving around crying for no reason ( Read more... )

I still wake up and cant believe hes mine. And something about that makes me feel ridiculous but I guess falling in love isnt exactly the most rational process. And given the circumstances it amazes me that there is never a moment when I have to ask myself if all this is worth it.  For some reason Ive handled this far better than I ever imagined I ( Read more... )

One week down. Seven to go. I miss Ryan so much.  When I think about him or see a picture of him I get this empty feeling in my stomach and I just dont feel 100% with him not around. I've sent him two letters and I cant wait until hes allowed to write me back.  I talked to his mom for a long time the other other day and she made me feel so much ( Read more... )

Today came faster than I thought it would and saying goodbye hurt harder than I expected. I tried to not cry but everytime he touched me or kissed me I was a mess. We knew this was going to happen from the beginning but I guess we had no idea how much we would care for eachother by the time he had to leave.  The last four months flew by and I feel ( Read more... )

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Last night while we were all sitting outside chillen, Alex packed a bowl. I watched him pick apart the weed and pack it, even push it down with his lighter and a few minutes later, after holding on to it, he passed it to Andrew. When andrew went to light it, there was no weed. poof. gone. vanished into thin air ( Read more... )

You know how sometimes you'll be in the car with someone and you'll go the whole ride and not say a word. The two of you sit there in silence maybe exchanging a look every now and then sometimes a smile but for whatever reason, both of you cant seem to find anything to say. Its not that there isn’t an endless amount of topics to be addressed and ( Read more... )

It seems like so many people are so unhappy in their relationships but in reality most of their problems are petty ( Read more... )