so now it hits me

[pinkdancer506]

So Page tells me that everything is going to be ok so i guess i'm going have to take her word on this. I don't know what it is, but nothing sinks in with me at the time when it is supposed to, it all sinks in later when i'm by myself and just thinking. Tonight i said goodbye to ellen but when i was with her it was like i'm going to hug you and say

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the college blues

[bellefille]

i know exactly how you feel! i dropped by ell's to say goodbye, and i am so incredibly happy for her and proud that she's going to mcgill, but it is hard to say goodbye. i was listening to the cd, and i nearly cried, too! (btw: yes, it is "only hope" by mandy moore from the "walk to remember" soundtrack) i've been trying to keep track of when everyone's leaving, but it's so hard, and i know i'll feel horrible if i miss saying goodbye to someone. i'm so scared that i'll never see some of these people again. everyone says that won't happen...but you never know... god, i'm probably just making you more depressed. but come on, be happy! it's college, it's exciting, it's new people, and new experiences! smile! (p.s. i got a new cell so you better keep in touch!)