Damn, I really need to go find that thing so I can get home. Nope, can't find it. Probably would help if I stood up. Ya know, it's been way too damn long since I wrote an entry like this. I love just saying shit as it comes to me. Someone once asked me the question "If you were in a town with only two barbers, one with great hair and one with ( Read more... )

Okay, so at first the dream was me going to the world championship for cheerleading, so that was normal. We came home on a bus and, as luck would have it, a ton of my friends from high school were there. And guess who that includes ( Read more... )

I refuse to have a bad day today. I don't care if shit is not in my favor at this point. I am not going to let anyone mess with me tonight. I'm way too damn good for this shit. Let's see what you think of that assfuck! I am soo effing done letting the fear of everyone else's rejection run my life.

How do you heal a broken heart? We may have dated once, that's true... But I thought we would be friends first and forever. I made the biggest mistake ever today. I called him. What did I expect from that phone call? What do I even know anymore? I mean, you get these people in your life once, but one mistake could take them away forever. God ( Read more... )

Today, when I woke up, all I wanted was to go to church... But it was too late. I really need to get my priorities straight here. I have a very large project due on Thursday. I just hope I can get through this semester. What about love? Being adored, sharing moments... It all seems so distant. I haven't met one person that made me tingle with that ( Read more... )

I'm not going to lie and say I'm not afraid. I will say I'm brave, because courage is shown when you are afraid of something and you do it anyway. June 1st, how many days is that anyways? Wow, 50 days even? I really should plan a party for myself right before. I've had surgery before, but never on my head, especially my face! God, be with me that ( Read more... )

I seriously had a bad night last night. It took everything I had not to snap at those girls.

Well, maybe not acompletely perfect day, but still pretty awesome. I finally got my journal to feel more me thanks to Sal. I felt like I had so much to say and all of a sudden I can't think of anything. At the end of this day, I feel like I really did do things God's way. I did everything I really felt I could: Went to class,changed my minor, ( Read more... )

Wow, read the bitch's blog on myspace. I had NO IDEA how dillusional she was until I read that. She doesn't know it yet, but she's gonna raise that baby alone. I give them a year, two tops, but seriously it'll probably be over in six months. They won't even stay engaged through their wedding without stops. PS, I could tell her the truth that he ( Read more... )