Today was Dave's birthday HAPPY BIRTHDAY LUCI! but he ended up making me origami instead haha. Anyway I drove ian to school and most of my classes were good. Dave also gave me muffins FINALLY that boy makes the best banana muffins EVER. Anywho I sat with chels, hilary, and emma again for lunch. It's werid... how I've seperated myself so much from ( Read more... )

ughhh I'm a fool. Drink up those caffine wonders watch your hands shake. Kiss a boy when no ones loooking, kiss him again when friggin jimmy turner is gawking. Hooking up has never gone so swimmingly. I feel gross. I feel lonely. I want someone to love me, but it's easy to wrap my arms around something uncaring, and pretend for two hours. Better ( Read more... )

Well it's november, I haven't really posted much, mainly because most things if not everything I didn't want to make public about my life due to the fact that it could get back to people who would have been angered by it. Anyway I just got back from my ever so traditional thanksgiving, everything was ordinary and filed in perfect order as has been ( Read more... )

Boys are boring.

So.. Claire came for a week. and it was allot of fun. but she is gone now. and life returns to how it was meant to be. dull. Well tomarrow I'm going to smo's house for a sleep over which should be interesting. I'm leaving school early anyway. start my weekend off get some rest and relaxation and devote sunday to working my ass off.

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Everythings Going Amazing! But I'm missing something.. and I feel empty.

I hate you I hate you I hate you. How can you manipulate me so easily, I feel caged by my own desire to be your friend. To seek your approval, and when I reach out for help you clasp my hand and pull me up only to pull me higher and drop me to the pavement. My wings are clipped, my emotions run, you know how to stoke the fire. Happiness, Sadness, ( Read more... )

Today started off horrid, after last night I was in no mood for smo to get me, still I dragged my sorry ass out of bed, showered, dressed in a fluffy tom-hiflinger sweatshirt, tossed my hair in a butterfly clip, grabbed my marc-jacobs 'diva' (so serena loves to put it) sunglasses, and burberry scraf and waited for my blond friend. Both of us were ( Read more... )

So Saturday Night was... interesting. Basically I got out of work and drove over to the georgetown church. There I was formally introduced to Kim, nd met up with smo who are directing the moonlight wizard of Oz. Jill was there too working on costumes, I was recurited as an all purpose crewy. Of course I was half interested in meeting 'boy wonder' ( Read more... )

I've found myself falling into a repeditive trend again. How dull. As far as fun goes I've been having my fair share I suppose. Friday Dave and Ian came over, we watched animal house and pigged out on THOP. I kinda blew Matt off, I don't know why, lately I find that he pushes my nerves and I don't want to loose my temper at him so I feel it's best ( Read more... )