The sun is starting to rise once more.
Still morning sun.
But morning sun is relaxing & calm. It indicates a fresh new day & a great beginning.
Don't mind me. I'm just in a "on-cloud-9" mood.
=))))

Last Wednesday night went to "Waikiki".
Don't think many have heard of the place. But its good.
Live music, open air concept, hawaiian environment, ladies ( Read more... )

OMG! How much more does life want to "punish" me?

Earlier this guy from ASTRO was working closely with us on our campaign.
He said he was going to give us coverage on ASTRO.

So naturally we told sponsors that they were going to get publicity and one of the ways was through fcucking ASTRO!
& now guess what?

He called up my friend & said,
"I resigned ( Read more... )

And suddenly I become a part of your past
I'm becoming the part that don't last
I'm losing you and its effortless
Without a sound we lose sight of the ground
In the throw around
Never thought that you wanted to bring it down
I won't let it go down till we torch it ourselves

Everything is changing too fast.
But I asked for it. Everything was my fault to ( Read more... )

This is the point in life when I question myself.
This is the point in life when I keep asking myself what and why?
I am in a state of depression & confusion.
But I guess this is life.
I will just have to continue on keeping everything inside.
Making it seem as if my life is perfect.

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Set my alarm at 4 am (28th June)
Snoozed it several times till I did not realized I offed it.
Jumped out of bed at 5 am
Was suppose to be in office by 6.15 am
But my colleagues wanted to borrow some hair "stuffs" from me, so agreed to be in office by 5.45 am
I put my alarm so early because I wanted to go office by 5 am to do some work

Arrived at 5.45 am
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So many things has happened lately. 
Do not know where to begin & do not want to begin in the first place at all. 
Different people telling me different things. 
But in the end it all comes back to me.

Before anything else, I wanna wish a very
H A P P Y . O L D . B I R T H D A Y
to my Horsie, Nadia Heng Min Dern.
Welcome to the club. Now its only Cassie ( Read more... )

It is almost 2am & here I am.

Life is full of complication. How do you run away from it? The answer is you don't. How do you stand strong and face the world? The answer is think positive. I have been constantly hiding & hiding & hiding away from reality. But like the saying goes "You can run but you can't hide".

I am currently reading a book called ( Read more... )

*sniff sniff* *BOO HOO HOO*

Again, alone on a Saturday night. This was not meant to be! I am suppose to be at a rave at A famosa resort right NOW! Tickets bought, everything planned. But then I have to go to Genting tomorrow morning for work. Till Tuesday! So everything on MY side was cancelled but my bf is there right NOW enjoying himself. =( ( Read more... )

Weekend has been kinda shitty for me. Shitty in a way yet some of my problems has been solved. & new problems arises. Something which everyone can't avoid.

As mentioned in my past entries, I am currently having some difficulties in life. Some of you may know & some may not. But my uncle has been ill for the last 1 1/2 years now. It all happened when ( Read more... )

Where is everyone when all you need is just someone to talk to you so that you won't think about the problems going on in your head. AGAIN, I ended up all alone on a Saturday. Things just hasn't been the best for me. I know who I am deep inside. Everyone thinks I am "mrs.perfect" but I know I am not. I go through each day pretending my life is ( Read more... )