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drama on the home front... kinda... i think ( Read more... ) -
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so... update!!! transporter with the head and the "hi beautiful" has a name... mike. who isn't named mike now a days? but that matters not... see i was walking outside of the hospital today to leave and saw him wearing a wife-beater and his pants... so i'm all like "whoa whoa whoa put your clothes back on!" and he's all "i have a shirt on" ( Read more... ) -
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i wish someone would just tell me "ok kiddo... it's time to move on. you were nothing and you will be nothing so go play with that nice sexy transporter that called you beautiful today" -
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nice guys do not exist. i don't really give a shit what you say about it... because it's true. they act like nice guys because they want to fuck you. they fuck you then fuck you over. they like the nice guy routine because it means they can cause more damage in the end. they force you to think about them and wonder if there is maybe just maybe a ( Read more... ) -
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this week is going by so slow! i vote for another weekend to come stat.
expecting things from people is a bad idea... so i don't expect shit from john ahahahaha -
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that bastard had better call me today... the end ( Read more... ) -
no two days are the same?
so anyway... after that whole wanting to die thing i smoked myself super d duper retarded and then remained sad for a while... last weekend and this weekend (however) have been two of the best in my life. i realized that you can't expect someone else to fix you, you have to do it yourself. lalala. so anyhow last weekend john took me night fishing ( ( Read more... ) -
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i want to die again. there's something inside me eating away at my very being... it's in the center of my chest lingering devouring everything that i am. everything is grey and spinning around me. people walk by and they don't care... how could they? they don't understand. no one can understand. not like this... it's not right. something is going ( Read more... ) -
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i want to get a tattoo on saturday. i know what i want to get i'm just unsure of where i want to put it... here it goes: i want it to be somewhere i can see considering the first two aren't. and i think i want to be able to cover it... but i may put it on my wrist because of the meaning and whatnot sooooooo here's what i want to get ( Read more... )