i always panic when my phone rings in the early morning. when it did this morning, i sat straight up, almost hitting the ceiling ( Read more... )

i think i've figured out what it's like to be grown up ( Read more... )

i've spent a little over a week reuniting with kids i knew for 9 months... offically seeing all of my trimble girls and whatnot ( Read more... )

i have never needed a sincere hug as badly as i do now... not one riddled with guilt, camoflauged in disdain, full of absolute hatred, or strewn with a past... i just need something from someone who loves me unconditionally, and not leave me with open hands full of questions ( Read more... )

in about 12 hours, i'll be on my way to Atlanta... replaying the scenes of my last night last year in my head ( Read more... )

thanks for the last three months tallahassee

i can't say i accomplished all i wanted, or anything turned out the way i had imagined... but i guess this is all i needed to tell me what i should have known all along.

you can always go back to the place you're from, but you can never go home again.

i'm having a ben kweller revival of sorts... since reliving a year ago is so easy to do................. i think i enjoy it so much because we found him... three gawgeous in gawgia girls standing at that amazing venue... buying cds and promising to burn each of them... copies for everyone... never happened. however, i think we still all know most ( Read more... )

i spent my evening laying on the couch, wrapped in a blanket meant for my dorm... i'm not sure what's wrong with me... the absolute exhaustion that i haven't felt in years... since the medications and junk... i think i could actually feel exactly how weary each muscle in my arms were when i stretched them above my head ( Read more... )

my dad and i just sat and did the tally tally ( Read more... )

this weekend was relaxing to say the least... it's not even that i am involved in any drama anymore... i haven't harbored harsh feelings towards anyone in particular in a long time... however hard it was to stop ( Read more... )