so i havent updated yet in a whi;e since i was very unsure on what to write down. this was the longest weekend ever and we had to say a final goodbye to a close friend. nick was amazing and things will never be the same. i relieze now how good of friends i have since we all stayed together during the toughest days. i think i would have gone crazy ( Read more... )

okay for no reason i am in a good mood. i really dont remember the last time i could look at someone and say truthfully i am happy. life can be so wierd. the past weekend was one of the best ones ever, and it makes me sad to say that we only have one more year left. so i know i need to make it count. life isnt worth crying away or wishing we could ( Read more... )

well okay for no reason today i feel much better. i think last night i was in a mood and i sometimes just get those. but today i am much happier and i am bored. wtf why is everyone working.grrrr. owell i cant wait for tonight<3

( the keys to my <3 )

okay so today was well fun ( Read more... )

why do i feel i cant say what i need to say, when it is really important. i need to fucking grow up and say what is really hard and hurts. i cant tho, because what i say might hurt someone else and i cant do that. i feel like i cant tell people what is really bothering me. only one person knows everything. i feel everyone else get a piece of me. i ( Read more... )

so we got a house in the cape. i am so excited girlies. redsox and then the beach oo boy senior year summer will be the best and i know we have to make it that way. i feel young but im starting to feel more grown up finally. it has hit me, i am a big girl and i need to start acting like it too. i have a job school work a cheering team and other ( Read more... )

okay so the week is finally over and what a long week it really was. it was quite good too. im sad that yesturday was our last practice and it really was a good season. i am very happy bout next years tho. im going to be a senior and i know the team will be so good! its friday and i just got home from school. i gae blood today for the first time ( Read more... )

one more day of this fab vacation and then back to my studies. i have to say its been a good time and now im very sleepy and tired due to cheering today. brits over now watching my type this nice long entry i plan to have and stuff. well i guess im out for now and all. except six flags got canceled and im sad. next week tho and me kelly tim and meg ( Read more... )

wow so far vacation is halfover and im so happy.theres never a dull moment with my friends.
ive gone to the club, beach, shopping all over and hung out with old and new friends. i love growing up and seeing all that life has in store for me. im reliezing i need to let ppl into my life cause i might be surprisedby what happens. im so glad me and ( Read more... )

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