im updating its been 4 fuckin weeks

Oct 18, 2005 21:55


well do yall really want to know whats been goin on. i dont think yall do cause ive been alil crazy lately. sorry its been so long but so much has happend. so like about 3 weeks ago i was put in a mental hospital and i stayed there for about 3 to 4 days. it didnt do a bit of good. and i wasnt put there cause i wanted to kill myself or some shit ( Read more... )

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YEs belle_remords October 20 2005, 12:21:24 UTC
I think your prettier than life itself to be honest! You make me want to write a book, novel, about your life. I wish I was still a part of it.

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paganscorpian October 21 2005, 07:56:21 UTC
Hey I used to cut. The first thing to do is to understand why you cut. Most Cutters do it becuase is easier to deal with the physical pain then the emotional pain of life. For me it was when I felt like I failed myself or faught with my Dad. I would go in my room yell into Mirrors and through the reflection of my mirror cut myself, so it seemed somehow ok. Like I was watching someone else or something. The reality is you have something very deep bothering you or effecting you from your past. I realized that my cutting steamed from years of abuse, not only to me but watching it and I was so angry that I would yell like my parents did so I would punish myself. You are punishing yourself for something you can't control or you don't know how to. I remember meeting you at petsmart when me and hubby came to help out and you were kind of bold in personality. Your hair was always cool, but always different, like ever changing. You know you have more control then the way you look and cutting? I hope you understand that! The only way to stop ( ... )

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regretxmexnot November 5 2005, 19:06:28 UTC
you are PRETTIFUL!!!

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pinklilcunt22 November 5 2005, 22:02:17 UTC
awww thank u

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