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Jan 24, 2006 02:09

i fuckin feel so bad. i dont know what is wrong with me. i never fuckin know i wish i did. or maybe i think it is better not to know then it just might show how really fucked up i am. my meds arent workin the fuckin therapist is not even workin. i dont know what to fuckin do any more i just want to sleep. so i can just dream. i think my dreams r so ( Read more... )

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uriah___ January 24 2006, 11:30:42 UTC
=/ I know I don't comment much, but I read whenever you post. I've only hardly experienced what you feel, and I don't know EXACTLY how you feel, but I've had friends who cut, and feel as confused and hurt as you do, and it really kills me to see someone hurting so bad that they want to die. I've honestly thought about what it would be like, and that everything would just go away, and maybe then people would care if I was actually gone. But thinking back on it, I'm glad I never did anything to hurt myself, because it COULD HAVE been my last time breathing and living. And I guess all I can say if it's of ANY comfort whatsoever, and as cliche as it sounds...that things will get better, and you're going to be so glad that you never went through with killing yourself. I don't care what anyone says, I think everyone on this earth has some sort of purpose in life, and we all have to work through horrible and rough times to get to the glory. It's sucks ass but I guess it's like a test or something, that makes you stronger. And I ( ... )

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lindsey its walt godofthunder87 March 18 2006, 02:50:06 UTC
hey hows it been goin obviously by readin this it aint that great if u can remmeber my number give me call some time this weekend i cant remember ur number (sorry pwease forgive me :) ) hope to hear from you

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hey remember me babydyke87 March 27 2007, 05:22:35 UTC
I remember we used to talk a lot when i used to be on here a lot.

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