Bad things do happen to good people. That's just the way it is. It seems the only way to get anywhere in life is to be manipulative and cruel. But what I can tell you is that being a good person means you are a true friend to others and create awesome bonds with people. You say your family has problems but look how close you are with them. You have bonds with them that can't be broken. I think thats the only way to know that it's all worth it in the end. Look at the people around you and how much they love you. If you were'nt the great person you are, they wouldn't be there. This may not help but it's what I think about when I get upset about life screwing me over. Family and friends. We are all here for you Anna. I don't have any idea what this is all about but I know you probably do not deserve any of it. Keep it real hommie. <3 heh.
Thank you soo much katie! That was so sweet what you said and i appriciate it so much. i hope that family and friends are the ones to help me through this...before they get tired of me saying how much i cant believe it. I cant really say on livejournal or anything what has happened. And i dont feel like sharing with many people. Actually the less the better. Its obviously not something to be proud of. And i dont think ill be telling anyone anytime soon. But since kate knows...maybe she can tell you. I hate cruel people that get away with every goddamn thing. And then here you have amazing people that get shit on for every good thing theyve tried to do. I guess im still in shock from this all, and my stages have been denial, and sadness, and anger...and now its saddness again because, there is nothing i can do. Things might get worse, things might get better. Who knows. At least i have family and friends like you said, and people like you to make me smile and think that i could be A LOT worse. Thanks KB!~
i love my favorite skirianos. i wish i could have stayed longer to just hug you...( and i don't hug anybody, you lucky duck).
call me if you need to talk, ever. i don't give a shit about time zones, time of day, and additional fees. call me collect and i'll pick up the charges, you know i'm loaded.
Thanks janks! i dont know what to even say anymore though. I want to call people all the time because i go in and out of these stages where i need to talk and tell people my hopes for the future about all of this
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This may not help but it's what I think about when I get upset about life screwing me over.
Family and friends.
We are all here for you Anna. I don't have any idea what this is all about but I know you probably do not deserve any of it.
Keep it real hommie. <3
heh.
~KB~
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I hate cruel people that get away with every goddamn thing. And then here you have amazing people that get shit on for every good thing theyve tried to do. I guess im still in shock from this all, and my stages have been denial, and sadness, and anger...and now its saddness again because, there is nothing i can do.
Things might get worse, things might get better. Who knows.
At least i have family and friends like you said, and people like you to make me smile and think that i could be A LOT worse.
Thanks KB!~
Love, Anna
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i wish i could have stayed longer to just hug you...( and i don't hug anybody, you lucky duck).
call me if you need to talk, ever.
i don't give a shit about time zones, time of day, and additional fees.
call me collect and i'll pick up the charges, you know i'm loaded.
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