OK so i dont feel any better from the last entry. And this is turning out really bad.

I dont have anyone to talk to anymore. Like even if i know i could call up a friend, i dont want to. Because the truth of the matter is that i dont even want to waste my own time boring myself with things that dont really matter in the scheme of things.

My ( Read more... )

Back from Greece and ready for an update.

Here's the deal with me:

• I feel like im falling into a state of depression. And i used to be ashamed to have to realize it, but i dont want to pretend anymore, and i dont want to feel ashamed for feeling this way. I am just not in a very good position in life right now.
• Despite my boring days in mahopac, i ( Read more... )

OK SOOOO BESIDES THE FACT THAT IM SOOO EXCITED

ELLA LOIPON....
THA KANOUME ERWTA APOPSE TO BRADI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
THA KANOUME ERWTA APOPSE TO BRADI, ANAPSI TO PATHOS MAS XILIADES FOTIES!!!!!

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
MY FLIGHT IS PROBABLY GOING TO BE CANCELLED..BUT IM STILL CRAZY EXCITED. 
BECAUSE EITHER WAY I WILL BE IN GREECE SOONER OR LATER THIS ( Read more... )

It's 12 o clock midnight on a friday. I havent updated in the longest time. And im DYING for some orange juice right now. Any kind of juice for that matter. All we have in this house is water. Which can then be used to make tea, coffee, etc...but i dont want that. I WANT ORANGE JUICE :-( 
Like, when im thirsty....its a raging thirst. And its ( Read more... )

I have decided since i'm a really boring person, i will take this entry and dedicate it to my favorite love songs at the moment and praise them for being created in my lifetime. But before i do that, i wanted to do the five most influential cd's thing my brother had on his post awhile back. That actually is really difficult to do.

Heres the best i ( Read more... )

SOOOOO IM GOING TO GREECE IN

26 DAYS!!

THE TICKET IS IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW AS WE SPEAK!
it's not even...a hope...or a maybe....it's a physical ticket in my room just waiting to be used!
the best valentines present...to give myself! ahahha

BABY IM COMING!!!!!
And im going crazzzyyyyy

26. Is that a lot?
I didn't think so.

I think there is going to be MAJOR ( Read more... )

Ok ok Let me start off by saying HAPPY HOLIDAYS TO EVERYONE!

it has been quite a long time since i have been on here or updated but since im soo completely bored, and in LOVE! LETS JUST STAY HERE AND TALK ABOUT! Sooooo i had an amazing christmas! i got most of the things i wanted cant complain. But you see now...i got this greek DVD that i have been ( Read more... )

I just wanted to post a quote. When i read this, way back...i don't remember it just made me think of my life kind of with george. I dont know. The way i use to feel and mix of how i feel now is summed up in this quote from a short-story i read. I dont know maybe im just crazy. But anyways....

“And again he was all around me with his skin slippery ( Read more... )

nothing new. Just thought i'd update with a little picture of my poor soldier...and how i wish he could come here sooner, but he can't because the army is holding him back. 
Here is my lists of why i like, and dislike he army of greece.

Dislike:
1. It has no logic 
2. My baby is suffering all the time
3. they all think they are a bunch of tough guys, ( Read more... )

You say your so sorry, without me having to ask. And you say you never want to make me feel this way, because im so important in your life ( Read more... )