Sometimes being a grown up sucks

[pinkneck]

When I first found out that my father was dating I was jealous in a way that I had never been before, I did not like the idea of having to share and I am not proud of the way that I behaved.  Then as I got to know J I realized that she was an amazing woman who made my dad happier than I had seen in a long time and the thought of sharing him no

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wedding

[txjude34]

I have to admit that 1)being older 2)living independently for so many years 3)having a change in dates from November/December to July/August 4)my mom's illness 5)very small altar/venue--not enough room for more than 3-4 people 6) trying to accomodate my desire for a minister (which meant nothing to your dad but he knew it meant something to me), AND , I am a doer. Its my nature. I organize and plan and do. I went dress shopping for only three days. One by myself. One with my coworkers and the day I picked the dress, I wanted you but it was few days after your arm and you weren't up to speed, so at the last minute I called a friend. The venues have been on my own with your dad giving me a few suggestions when he thought it was in December and then Mesa Rosa when he found out we needed to hustle it. So if you don't like the European Bistro, remember it could have been at Mesa Rosa or Windemere event center!! Again,I did my "shopping" after work, and on my own. I thought mainly of how I wanted my mom with me. Not my girlfriends. Not my

Re: wedding

[pinkneck]

There really is nothing to work out I promise. I was being a brat, and I know that now. I look forward to learning to what the future holds for all of us.

Funny thing

[pinkneck]

As I typed out the entry I knew what you would tell me and how I should behave.